Tuesday, May 19, 2009

can't stop listening to fireworks

im sickly. what the flim flam is this all about? who wants to be sick in may? ugh i get really sick like once a year so i guess this is my time. im sure work tomorrow will be absolutely thrilling. hopefully there will be some of my fav hott dads to oogle at so i guess i should attempt to look like i am not falling apart. hahaha the other day some dad guy was like "how do you pronounce your name?" so i told him and then he got all excited and was all like "that's awesome!!" so i was like "thanksss". then kristen told ann marie about it and then ann marie was joking and saying "i think someone has a cruuush" and i was like "im pretty sure that guy was married.. considering his woman and child were standing right there" but whatever. i still dont know why she fucking talks to me and he was like really puppy dog cute so whatever.

one good thing about going back to school will be the amount of man meat to stare at. im really over danbury uglies. i really need a lover i think. lol
so i was thinking about katherine's wedding this fall and wondering if i can bring someone. i mean, i know im going to be a bridesmaid and everything but im still not going to know anyone...like ill know alex, but alex is the type of person who can talk to anyone and instantly become friends. me on the other hand.... and then i was thinking about how bridesmaids are paired with groomsmen which means i will have to hang out with some guy who i dont know.. ahh! hopefully kyle's friends are hott. lol. and interesting. def something to wonder about. i should really get over my social difficulties by now i guess.

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